so where do i begin other then this was a crazy weekend.
friday night i was a huge bitch...
and saturday things were very awkward
and today I lost it.
when i get around my friends.. I just get so pissed of about IT. I don't know what it is
like tonight I could have killed some one. IT just upset so much this weekend
but I came to a realization..
I am the one who should be upset with my self.
I got hard core played.
I should have listened to all of my friends.. they told me no
but I went with my instinct.. and I ended up getting burned like no other.
I don't know why but this one is ALL on me..
I should have know IT better then that.
but I feel apart and cracked for IT
I guess I am upset with my self.
but there is just this part of me that wants to fix things.. I can not stand when people are mad at me..
I just feel like i need to fix things...
AHH I HATE THIS!
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