all i want to do..

All i want..

is to go in a hole and cry.
is this summer to stay for ever
is for nothing to change.
is someone to talk to
is my best friend back
is for this mission trip to be over
is for my leg to be all fixed so i can stop worrying
is my boy back
is this summer to stay forever
to see my besties again

all i really want is to live the time of my life.. but for some reason i am to scared.. scared to be.. scared to be judged.. scared to lose what i had. scared to lose who i have.

but for now, i am going to live.. let go.. its summer baby!!!