why??

today I went to visit my moms friends grave.
I went with another friends, and we looked around for 45 minutes.. and still could not find it.
So we went to get help. The lady working there was very helpful and told us right where it is.
So back we went, round two.
After more time of looking around, i thought i find out. But, there was no tomb stone to confirm it.
So, another nice employee came up and confirmed we had the right there.
There she was, no stone to identify her by; just a few pots of flowers.
And there she was, I did not know how to feel. She has been gone for 8 months now, but it seems like yesterday that i was at her house partying it up.

I miss you dearly, and i hope you are doing well. Your daughter is growing up into a beautiful young girl, learning some thing new everyday. Everyday she thinks of you wishing her mommy could come back. I can not feel her pain, but I want you to come back as well. I miss seeing you, always someone to make me laugh, and someone on my side. I miss you!!

That is what i wish i could say to you, but not today and hopefully not tomorrow, but someday we will meet again.

I am not exactly sure why i went to see the grave today, but it made me sad, but also thankful for what i have.
I LOVE YOU GRACIE AND MRS PLAMONDON!!