And to be honest there is not one part about me that is excited. Not even an ounce. I do not want to think about the future, starting all over again, growing up over night. That is not just me. I need another year or two of where am I. I am so happy. Yeah school is hard, family things can suck sometimes, and my health me be a downward spiral going very fast, but I guess that stuff has made me what I am today, happy ( in a weird way). So back to being scared, because that is all i am. Why try to fix something if it is not broken? I do not know what to do. I am not a dweller, but I will over think this tonight. But tomorrow I will move on.
I need to come up with a bucket list for things to do.
Well, that is all the ranting I have in me for today.
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