summer nights..

cool.

WAY TO MAKE ME (US) FEEL SO FRICKING LEFT OUT..
NOT EVEN WORTH MY TIME TO TALK ABOUT IT.

here we go..

well the DR is up and running..
we are leaving soon and I am only content with the trip.
i mean i am going to make the most of it.. but i am not jumping out of my pants with excitement.
i am really scared with the whole food thing.. but ohh well cross that bridge later.. right?
Recently i have been hanging out with lots of different people.. and i love that
I LOVE THIS SUMMER.
I am watching for favorite TV show right now.. The Bachelorette.. i love that SHOW!!!
its so cute!!! but i feel bad for ali cause i think she might get hurt.. but its such a cute show!!
I want a boyfriend like all those boys on the show.just kidding!!!!
SUMMER BOYS.. love that song!!

all i want to do..

All i want..

is to go in a hole and cry.
is this summer to stay for ever
is for nothing to change.
is someone to talk to
is my best friend back
is for this mission trip to be over
is for my leg to be all fixed so i can stop worrying
is my boy back
is this summer to stay forever
to see my besties again

all i really want is to live the time of my life.. but for some reason i am to scared.. scared to be.. scared to be judged.. scared to lose what i had. scared to lose who i have.

but for now, i am going to live.. let go.. its summer baby!!!