BIRTHDAY!!

ahh, yesterday was my birthday. it was a pretty good birthday!!!!!
i have finals and i need to hit the books, blog more about it later!!!!!
wish me luck on finals!!

I JUST WANT MY ACT SCORE. ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE THEIRS AND I DO NOT KNOW WHERE MINE IS. I REALLY WANT IT. I HOPE I DID WELL. OR I THINK I DID. I AM GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF WAITING.
WELL BIRTHDAY TOMORROW, AND I WILL BE 17!! AHH SO EXCITING!!!!!
WELL ABOUT A WEEK OF SCHOOL LEFT WHICH IS AWESOME, AND I SILL DONT HAVE A JOB THIS SUMMER.
DANG IT. BUT ITS FOR THE BETTER IS WHAT I AM TELLING MY SELF.
NEXT YEAR I NEED TO GET ONE EARLY.

Throwing the towel in.

Now the big question I am having is when do i throw the towel in. I was trying for an A in American lit, but yesterday i lost it. i failed a test and is brought me down to a B-. and i have other things i really need to focus on. like US history. I am going to get an A on that final i just need to study real hard for it. and i am going to do that, so do i be done with Am. Lit, when is it time to throw in the towel and take the B? i just don't know. i know. It was bring my GPA down, but i don't want to over do myself and end up with two B. i am praying to god, that he will help me. that is all about i have left. SO i am just going to keep going along and keep studying its the only thing I can do.

so close.

Where to begin.
Things are just so crazy right now, i just want it all to end. I feel the pressure is really on. I need to keep my grades up, but i am lacking the drive. I am hoping that I can kick it into high gear and get things done. It is really essential that I do that. On the other hand i am really stressing about this summer. I would really like to find a job and i am having so much trouble doing that. I just pray that i find one, but if I don't I know god has a plan for me this summer. Soccer just ended and i am very sad to see it end. It was so much fun. I enjoyed going to practice everyday and playing the game. Our final record was 13-1-1. We were un defeated until the last two, but oh well it happens. I am really looking forward to next year because it will be a lot of fun. But as school comes to an end i start a new chapter of my life. well actually many new ones. But one major one is my Chicago marathon stuff. I really need to start running a lot, so i can get in shape and finish that bad boy. well that is all for now, time to go study and crank out some awesome grades!!!

ohh just one more thing cause its on my mind. well he is on my mind. Some days I think yes and others days I think no. I have no idea where he stands on this, but do I really want to know?

-I am not sure why i write, I don't know if anyone is reading. But i kind of like that. i can be my true self and not have to worry about people judging me. I actually really like that.

Welcome back.

WELL I HAVE NOT BEEN ON MY BLOG FOR A LONG TIME, BUT I THINK ABOUT IT ALOT. SOMETIMES I JUST DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY. BUT TODAY I FIGURED I WOULD WRITE. I WAS JUST LOOKING AT MY OLD POST AND SAW SOMETHING ABOUT THE ACT. I AM SO HAPPY THAT IS OVER WITH, I GOT MY APRIL SCORES BACK, AND I DID REALLY WELL. I THINK I DID EVEN BETTER ON THE IN SCHOOL. SO THE STRESS THERE IS GONE. BUT COME FALL A WHOLE NEW LEVEL COMES. I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT FINALS ARE ALMOST UPON US. ABOUT FOUR WEEKS TILL SCHOOL OVER. THAT TIME IS GOING TO FLY BY. EVERY WEEKEND I HAVE SOMETHING. THIS FRIDAY I AM GOING TO SEE MY COUSIN AND WE ARE GETTING OUR EARS PIRCED!!! I FEEL BAD BECAUSE THERE IS A CHURCH THING I WANT TO GO TO, BUT I TOLD MY COUSIN FIRST. OH WELL. MAYBE I CAN STOP BYE. SOCCER SEASON HAS COME, AND IS ALMOST GONE. I HAVE HAD SO SO MUCH FUN, WITH ALL THE GIRLS. BUT WE HAVE OUT THREE BIGGEST GAMES IN THE NEXT TWO WEEKS. I REALLY HOPE WE WIN!!! WOW I CAN NOT GET OVER HOW FAST THIS YEAR WENT, BUT I AM NOG GOING TO DWELL ON IT. I AM GOING TO LIVE IT. SUPER BUSY WITH EVERYTHING, INCLUDING THE CHICAGO MARATHON, WHICH I AM RUNNING!!! I AM SO SO SO EXCITED FOR THAT. WELL THIS IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY AND I MUST GO STUDY FOR MY MATH TEST, I NEED AN A ON IT. AND SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS LOCK. I KINDA LIKED IT THOUGH.