Sometimes...

I am a HUGE believer that everything happens for a reason, and when I mean everything I truly mean it.

I had a bit of a rough week with my grades, but I am going to study super hard to fix those.

But that is not the only reason why this week was tough.

I am not going to sit here and write about it, because I do not want pity about it, I write today for my own good.

I do not have the friends or family around me that I use to.. this is about the only thing that seems like home! I just write away and for some reason everything seems to be better.

writing is my escape from everything, letting me and my crazy self be.

I'll will be back later, but that is all for right now.

And I will leave with, everything happens for a reason. No matter how big or how small, there was a reason for it.

not again.

What have I gotten myself into this time.

I got all caught up in the I want to cool college life, and lost everything that I stand for.

Lord I ask for you right now, to stand up and show me the way.

On a happier note, only a few more weeks until I get to see everyone. :]

I MISS...

I wish I had time to post in this blog.. this was the only place where I could rant and range about anything, but now i feel i am just to busy.

However, I shouldn't be too busy. I do not play a sport, I am only taking 12 hours and I am involved in nothing and my grades still suck.. what is my life coming to.

lord please come back and lead me in the right direction, I am lost without you.